"Emotively moving - gripping and sensual..." A Lesbian Age Gap Romance Crime Drama Novel. From New York Times and USA Today bestseller Marata Eros, comes a powerful romantic thriller drenched in secrets, second chances and first awakenings. A Top 100 Lesbian/Bisexual and LGBTQ+ bestseller! First there was Him. He was my rock, my life's navigator – my everything. I shut my eyes for Just. One. Moment. When I wake there's nothing but cold. Pebbled asphalt abrades my skin. The rain is cool on my flesh – washing the blood away; my husband's death. The pregnancy he never knew about. Then there was Her. My savior is unrefined. Temperamental. Strong. Deliberate. And... beautiful. My husband is gone. I don't want anyone to replace him. I don't need anyone else. Except Her. Full-length novel. Dark subject matter.